lots of events happened lately, some of which are rather depressing and upset.

wednesday. finally got a letter from nus! i’m offered a place in architecture! haha hurray!! i was quite surprised cos i didn’t think i actually did well for the exam lol. so anyway, i wasn’t really exactly excited or anything as i still have concerns about taking a degree in architecture. ya noe.. all the prospects, further studies, coping with cirriculum etc. then again i’m happy because i got into a course that is, as what most ppl ard me said, tough to enter; especially if i’m a diploma grad, chances are slim. when i got hold of the letter, read it thru’.. it made me realise how much it meant to me… firstly… i must admit that i do not know exactly what i would expect in architecture such as module contents etc, and that could mean that i may or may not like architecture. but tat’s not the pt cos i can learn to cultivate a better form of interest. the pt is if i gave nus architecture up for smu info sys mgt, tat’ll be a pity, esp after going thru’ 3 rounds of filtering! secondly… i can at least lift my head up and say hey mum and dad, this is what i’m doing. to be a professional architect in future who once hailed from a prestigious school. more imptly, at least my family can tell others, esp. my relatives who have always laid belittling eyes on us that hey, i can be as equally gd as you, or even better. sigh.. i have cousins who are lawyers, businesswomen, directors, senior mgrs in banks etc and somewhat i feel a tremendous pressure to perform..

thursday. congrats were everywhere lol. i broke the news to timmy first when i came to office and honestly, i felt damn happy when he gave me a congratulatory handshake. well.. tat meant something. it came right from his heart and i must say that timmy kinda noes me quite well now.. to me, he’s not just my superior, but my friend too.

friday. outbreak investigation at one of the camps. so my colleagues and i were mobilised. major events happened i wish not to detail. the investigation was completed but i was annoyed, irritated and pissed off by some of the things that happened. REALLY PISSED OFF i tell you.. fuckin pissed. who made me pissed?! X!! even timmy was very very upset with him..

mum came down with a flu. lien came down with a sore throat and fever. came home from camp and had to help out with a lot of household chores.

saturday. at uncle ronnie’s house to celebrate cousin michelle for successfully getting a license to be a certified lawyer. she’s currently practising at hmm..drew & nipier (if that’s how it’s spelt!).. CONGRATS couz!!! thanks for the food too lol. i had in total, of 4 helpings. the buffet was splendid - B+ and wow heard the whole arrangement cost 500 bucks for 30 pax. took dad’s car to fetch my another couz’s gf from jurong pt and along the way to and fro, roads weren’t cooperative.. so again I WAS DAMN FUCKING PISSED. some knn banglah dashed out of the road on his bicycle and like i had to brake immediately from 90 kmph to 40 kmph in mere seconds!! FUCKWITTAGE!! and some bastard left shattered glass and broken window panes in the middle of 2 lanes at jurong pt?! WTF?!! another taxi driver.. FUCKING HELL. left signal but turned to right lane. WTF are you tryin’ to do?!! DAMN FUCKING PISSED!! PISSED!! PISSED!!