surprisingly, the minor screw ups during the conference presentations didn’t really affect me! now that’s goooood considering i’m somewhat a perfectionist who can’t stand even the slightest mistake or when something goes wrong. well not for today- all i could care was just get it over with and heck!! not that i don’t pay attention or worry if anything like irritating popups keep on appearing onscreen that may irritate some prissy guests, i just want the whole entire conference to end quickly! i’m beat! i’m shagged! i’m drained!! when one presenter, a foreign delegate needed to get his presentation shown only from his laptop, i was thinking oh man, do we have to do this? you know how troublesome it would be to get our laptop off the rostrum and get yours on it to fix up?? and then my immediate follow-up thought was visualising the entire scene of me, stan and james hastily coordinating who to do this, to do that at the rostrum with crabs and stars looking at you, and how confident i was to get the presenter’s desktop to be projected. in the end i did successfully, thank gawd!! it was so SO scary.. and the question was when was i going to flip out if something went wrong haha. phew! hey mr V, i’m sure u noe the “he who works hard shall be duly rewarded” phrase, so better do your fair calculation of offs soon lol.
am glad today’s conference ended early so i could get home to watch brokeback mountain! i had company on my way home. mr gary was going to his in-laws to have dinner at jurong east, so we chatted abt my singapore idol contest, master and his car on the train. what really got me feeling emotional was when he was telling me abt master’s new environment and job. after he was telling me all about it, i felt sad. it gave me a sudden urge to wanna give master a caring sms and to visit him in his new camp. master’s now an aeromedical storeman taking charge of some medical supplies and equipment and the way mr gary described his cubicle setting with walls around him, it could only get me to relate to- a cell. his cubicle was worse than anyone of ours in office; his position as a medical store supervisor has no medics under him. despite the store being air-conditioned, i doubt he could even take an hour inhaling ’store air’ and face equipment the whole day. i know i can’t. it’s just like a hyperactive child locked up in his room with few furniture and a TV set with only a few channels (like OA, we can’t surf the net only check mails). not surprising if i get claustrophobic or insane trying to play echos with the walls. one word for master- lonely =(
intial plans for tonight was to go out with jinyan and the 4B gang, but apparently last minute some of us couldn’t make it, so here i am at home basically slacking away. anyways i really do need to recharge. tmr’s gonna be a long day again! morning gotta go golf with uncle but.. maybe i won’t be since i’m intending to wake up later, then gotta go get a crumpler bag for brother, swim, return my library books, meet up with daniel and robin and head down to marine parade for my friend’s chalet in the evening. sunday - shopping again, with joanna and she lin (haven’t seen her for 2 years!) and maybe catch a movie with honey and friends! we were thinking jarhead a war film.
as usual i have some things to bitch about but are just minor stuffs that i can forgo talking it at this moment. some people in office are really really intolerable. if only i can get my hands on soap bars and put them in their bags lol. oopsie evil me ><
oh lastly, i made fammy watch swan lol.
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eiiiiiiiiiight!!
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wishing all my visitors a nice weekend 
